No mundo em que cresci,
a leitura era algo importante, essencial e, como tal, fomentado, pese embora
alguma censura a determinados livros e autores – censura cujo principal efeito era
ler esses autores e livros na primeira oportunidade, com livros escondidos por
trás de estantes, no fundo de gavetas, por baixo do colchão … e muito “frisson”
enquanto decorriam as leituras proibidas. Por via dessas proibições li todo o
Alexandre Dumas entre os onze e os doze anos, o Eça entre os catorze e os
quinze, a par de leituras aprovadas, como Os Thibault (o livro da minha vida),
oferecido por meu pai aos treze anos, Pearl Buck, em que me iniciei também aos
treze anos, Jorge Amado aos catorze, Hemingway e Erich Maria Remarque aos
quinze…
Durante anos, os
livros que lia eram os que havia na casa paterna (neste momento, cerca de 3000
volumes…), trocas com amigas e irmãs de amigas da irmã, e os que devorava na
Biblioteca Municipal do Porto, nas tardes vagarosas dos Verões intermináveis dos
quatro meses de férias grandes (confesso que as leituras na Biblioteca eram
mais comezinhas e constituídas sobretudo por policiais – lembo-me em particular
de todos os casos de Perry Mason, de autoria de Erle Stanley Gardner e de Dick
Haskins.
Isto passou-se
depois de ter devorado todos os livros da Biblioteca dos Rapazes, herdados dos
manos mais velhos – Rititi, Fúria, Bonanza, a saga da conquista americana do
Oeste (A Caminho do Oregon, A Caminho de Santa Fé, A Caminho de Oklahoma), os
pioneiros americanos (Daniel Boone, David Crocket, Bufallo Bill, Kit Carson),
as tristes histórias de Cavalo Maluco e Jerónimo – e das paixões infantis e
desejos de santidade após a leitura de Joana d’Arc e de A terceira cruzada com
Ricardo Coração de Leão (o qual deve ter sido a minha primeira paixão, aí pelos
oito anos de idade, logo seguido pelo Robin Hood, porque a volubilidade do
coração das meninas de oito anos é elevadíssima…), Ivanhoe e Talismã. Confesso
que, comparado com tanta acção e aventura, os livros da Biblioteca das
raparigas eram uma valente seca – recusei-me a ler Brigitte, cujo cheiro a mofo
era mais do que evidente já no tempo em que havia sido escrito – mas sempre fui
lendo a biografia de Louise May Alcott e a respectiva obra, que pela primeira
vez me deu a conhecer nomes como Emmerson, Thoreau, a corrente filosófica do transcendentalismo
e, também, que havia pessoas diferentes, que viajavam com o busto de Platão e não
comiam carne, algo que se tornou comum na minha vida, alguns anos mais tarde (a
falta de carne, bustos, só a Flor Agreste e algumas reproduções da Diana
Caçadora e da Vitória de Samotrácia, que continuam de pedra e cal a ornamentar
as estantes paternas…).
Actualmente, não
leio tanto quanto gostaria, muitas vezes porque por força das muitas leituras profissionais,
já não há “espaço” para as outras. A falta de tempo é falácia, porque dedico
algum tempo a ler blogs de que gosto e que me preenchem, tempo que é desviado
dos livros.
Não consigo ler
livros em suportes digitais, tem que ser o bom velho livro, manuseado, às vezes
sublinhado, lombadas torturadas.
Sei que nunca
conseguirei ler tudo o que gostaria e começo a ser selectiva. E, quando descubro
um novo escritor, leio dele tudo o que há para ler e compro todas as novidades –
foi assim com Paul Scott e Doris Lessing nos idos de 1985, Erico Veríssimo em
1986, Kundera no final dos anos 80, Tom Sharpe e alguns Durrel na década de 90,
David Lodge e Julian Barnes, no princípio dos anos 2000, Catherine Clément, por
volta de 2005, Murakami em 2007 (deste desisti entretanto), Bruce Chatwin e
Jack London em 2008, J. Rentes de Carvalho em 2011. Nas décadas de 90 e de 2000
descobri e encantei-me com Jane Austen, que recusara ler quando jovem.
Entretanto
descobri alguns escritores de língua espanhola, que vou lendo com menos
compulsão mas igual devoção – Rosa Montero, Leonardo Padura, Juan Marsé, Vargas
Llosa, Antonio Muñoz Molina – por influência dum Clube de Leitura espanhola de
que faço parte. E estou a iniciar-me nessa coqueluche colectiva que é a Elena
Ferrante, sem ter ainda ideia formada sobre a dita.
Duma coisa tenho a
certeza – sem os livros que li e sem a leitura que me alimenta o espírito tanto
como os alimentos me nutrem o corpo – eu não seria a pessoa que hoje sou.
Por isso me revejo
na visão catastrofista de Francisco José Viegas sobre as consequências da falta de leitura e não resisto a transcrever o discurso de Doris Lessing na
cerimónia de aceitação do Prémio Príncipe das Astúrias para as Letras, em 2001
(ela que também foi Prémio Nobel da Literatura em 2007, com 88 anos), com o
qual me deparei num livro de ensaios de sua autoria que estou presentemente a
ler, e cujo teor subscrevo na íntegra. É um escrito que poderá ser catalogado de
elitismo, acusação com a qual não concordo. Na minha família tenho muitos exemplos
de pessoas modestas com estudos que não ultrapassavam a quarta classe e que
liam (e percebiam…) os jornais diários (às vezes também os vespertinos) e,
sempre que podiam, tomavam de empréstimo Eça, Camilo, Júlio Dinis e tantos
outros. E, mesmo que seja elitista, pena é que não haja mais e melhores elites, mais bem educadas e preparadas - elites cultas, cosmopolitas e com provas mais do que dadas, como Frederico Lourenço, cujo trabalho e obra nos deveria encher a todos de orgulho, tanto como cada Bola de Ouro de Cristiano Ronaldo. Não será com certeza com a mediocridade reinante
que o mundo “pula e avança”, como diria Gedeão.
«Once upon a time,
and it seems a long time ago, there was a respected figure, The Educated
Person. He -it was usually he, but then increasingly often she- was educated in
a way that differed little from country to country -I am talking of course
about Europe- but was different from what we know now. William Hazlitt, our great
essayist, went to a school, in the late eighteenth century, whose curriculum
was four times more comprehensive than that of a comparable school now, a mix
of the bases of language, law, art, religion, mathematics. It was taken for
granted that this already dense and deep education was only one aspect of
development, for the pupils were expected to read, and they did.
This kind of
education, the humanist education is vanishing. Increasingly governments - our
British government among them - encourage citizens to acquire vocational
skills, while education as a development of the whole person is not seen as
useful to the modern society.
The older education
would have had Greek and Latin literature and history, and the Bible, as a
foundation for everything else. He -or she- read the classics of their own
countries, perhaps one or two from Asia, and the best known writers of other
European countries, Goethe, Shakespeare, Cervantes, the great Russians,
Rousseau. An educated person from Argentina would meet a similar person from
Spain, one from St. Petersburg meet his counterpart in Norway, a traveller from
France spend time with one from Britain, and they would understand each other,
they shared a culture, could refer to the same books, plays, poems, pictures,
in a web of reference and information that was like a shared history of the
best the human mind was thought, said, written.
This has gone.
Greek and Latin are
disappearing. In many countries the Bible, and religion - going. A girl I know,
taken to Paris to broaden her mind, which needed it, though she was doing
brilliantly in examinations, revealed that she had never heard of Catholics and
Protestants, knew nothing of the history of Christianity or any other religion.
She was taken to hear mass in Notre Dame, told that this ceremony had been a
basis of European culture for centuries, and she should at least know about it
- and she dutifully sat through it, rather as she might a tea ceremony in
Japan, and afterwards enquired, "Are these people some kind of cannibal
then". So much for what seems enduring.
There is a new kind
of educated person, who may be at school and university for twenty, twenty five
years, who knows everything about a speciality, computers, the law, economics,
politics, but knows about nothing else, no literature, art, history, and may be
heard enquiring. "But what was the Renaissance then?" "What was
the French Revolution?"
Even fifty years ago
this person would have been seen as a barbarian. To have acquired an education
with nothing of the old humanist background - impossible. To call oneself
educated without a background of reading - impossible.
Reading, books, the
literary culture, was respected, desired, for centuries. Reading was and still
is in what we call the Third World, a kind of parallel education, which once
everyone had, or aspired to. Nuns and monks in their convents and monasteries,
aristocrats at their meals, women at their looms and their sewing, were read
to, and the poor people, even if all they had was a Bible, respected those who
read. In Britain until quite recently trade unions and workers' movements
fought for libraries, and perhaps the best example of the pervasiveness of the
love for reading is that of the workers in the tobacco and cigar factories of
Cuba whose trade unions demanded that the workers should be read to as they
worked. The material was agreed to by the workers, and included politics and
history, novels and poetry. A favourite of their books was the Count of Monte
Christo. A group of workers wrote to Dumas and asked if they might use the name
of his hero for one of their cigars.
Perhaps there is no
need to labour this point to anyone present here, but I do feel we have not yet
grasped that we are living in a fast fragmenting culture. Pockets of the old
excellences remain, in a university, a school, the classroom of and
old-fashioned teacher in love with books, perhaps a newspaper or a journal. But
a culture that once united Europe and its overseas offshoots has gone.
We may get some idea
of the speed with which cultures may change by looking at how languages change.
English as spoken in America or the West Indies is not the English of England.
Spanish is not the same in Argentina and in Spain. The Portuguese of Brazil is
not the Portuguese of Portugal. Italian, Spanish, French, grew out of Latin not
in thousands of years but in hundreds. It is a very short time since the Roman
world disappeared, leaving behind its legacy of our languages.
One interesting
little irony about the present situation is that a lot of the criticism of the
old culture was in the name of Elitism, but what is happening is that
everywhere are enclaves, pockets, of the old kind of reader and reading and it
is easy to imagine one of the new barbarians walking by chance into a library
of the old kind, in all its richness and variety and understanding suddenly
what has been lost, what he - or she - has been deprived of.
So what is going to
happen next in this tumultuously changing world? I think we are all of us
fastening our seat belts and holding on tight.
I drafted what I have
just read before the events of the 11th September. We are in for a war, it
seems, a long one, which by its nature cannot have an easy end. We all know
that enemies exchange more than gunfire and insults. In this country Spain you
know this better perhaps than anyone. When feeling gloomy about the world I
often think about that time here, in Spain, in the early Middle ages, in
Cordova, in Toledo, in Granada, in other southern cities, Christians, Moslems,
Jews, lived harmoniously together, poets, musicians, writers, sages, all
together, admiring each other, helping each other. It went on for three
centuries. This wonderful culture went on for three centuries. Was anything
like it been seen in the world? What has been, can be again.
I think the educated
person of the future will have a wider basis than anything we can imagine now.»
Incluído no livro de ensaios “Time
Bites”.
Por último, e não menos importante, Doris Lessing é uma escritora a ler. Não conheço - e acho que passo ao lado - a sua obra de ficção científica, mas a novela e o romance são fenomenais. Destaco A Erva Canta, obra seminal de 1949 que prenunciava tudo o que de bom se seguiria.
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